Love (english written)

hello all,
i'm depressed -____-
you know why?why?
it's because..errr,haah imagine what if you think about one person everyday ,and this person often walk in and walk out from your mind???argh..
I fall in love with him guys,again and again.it's tiring.
hey,may i ask you something?
You fall in love with someone Truly.Deeply.Madly. but you don't know why..why do you love him/her?it's kinda frustating hear someone said that he is handsome,his voice is fantastic,he is cute.

BUT..

i didn't get the point!!i really didn't get it
i don't think he's handsome!because his friends are more handsome.
okay guys,i think i make you confused -,- *sigh*

He is... 
rare..
very..


tch..
he is so cruel.He always have a big job when my birthday came.
Can't him stay with me for a while?I know my birthday is still 96 days to go. but..
argh..
Guys,what if you and someone you love have the same hobby which is play games.But your sense of games didn't same?what if you are a Loser in Math ,but on the other hand,someone you love is a Math Olympiad Champion?


What if ,
You really love him/her but you can't reach him/her?
Imagine...
being me,
sometimes i feel so blessed,sometimes it's tiring and i wanna gave up on him,
sometimes it's depressing..Just like now..
aigo~


Bye.